What is life’s true purpose?

This morning, I thought to myself that if there were nothing to pursue, a person would be in despair. If I were to be trapped in a routine that I despise, with no exciting reward or opportunities for self-actualization, I would rather not live at all.

I keep creating this scenario where I finally give up and accept everything that is ordinary if that is my fate. The dull image of doing a job just to survive financially is very daunting. I know the most exciting part for me will be if I can excel in this job and climb the career ladder. But will that be enough to keep going if we are destined to be ordinary and accept everything without giving our best effort?

Something in my brain keeps nudging me, saying, "Life is short anyway." Why not take a risk and flaunt everything? If it's meant to be, it will be. 

I've been in this position numerous times, and what somewhat calms me is the fact that there is no such thing as a bad choice - well, unless we live in an alternate universe. But it's true, the choices we make shape who we are today. 

But what if I can’t achieve my goals? Did I overestimated myself? Would the idea that the choices I've made have made me a better person be enough? Will I find myself in a worse position for not seizing every opportunity that presents itself now? Or should I cling to persistence and forge my own path? 

I have always struggled with low self-esteem, but something inside me still believes in the possibility of achieving something extraordinary. 

Should I listen to her or should I give in?

My Duolingo English Test Experience 🤟🏽

Hi Guys. It's been five years since my last post. Long story short, I am now sort of trapped in the middle of a pandemic, with no certain jobs and hopefully not more than 12 months of waiting period until I can get the smell of fresh air.

Since like everyone else I have to stay sane in this new environment, I am planning to revitalize this blog (which will turn 10 years old this year). Plus, this blog also brings back some nostalgic memories, just like every other site that I used to visit back when I was in high school.

I was supposed to go back to school this year to struggle in a postgraduate course. I'm crazy I know.. it's just that I lost myself a couple years ago and I don't know what to do with my life and my future so I decided that it'd be nice to be on campus again.

In order to complete my college application, I had to provide an English proficiency certificate that is still valid before the start date. Unfortunately, my IELTS would have been expired by then (I panicked when I knew this, I thought that I could say goodbye to this expensive test for the next 2 years). 

And then the outbreak struck, I was no longer planning to start my course this year. If you know me in real life, you'd know how realistic (pessimistic) I am as a person. Due to the social distancing protocol, a lot of test centers were closing. Even my friend who had already booked a test was told to reschedule or opt for a refund. And because these higher institutions need international students 😏, my prospective university has started to accept results from Duolingo English Test (DET) since March 2020.

Since this test is only 49 USD (still is the last time I checked), I decided to give it a shot. I mean, what could I lose. And also, owing to my crazy ass paranoid self that was afraid that if I hadn't purchased it ASAP I wouldn't get a slot (they kept on extending the time needed to deliver the results), I bought the test in April. I was in fear of how the situation will unfold and the possibility of losing my offer. I was also terrified if I couldn't defer my study because I still hold a conditional offer.

However, my deferral request was accepted in July and I thought that I'd use my time and practice more before taking the already purchased Duolingo English Test later this year (around December probably). 

One evening, I randomly checked my email spam folder. And there it was, a reminder from Duolingo that I only had 7 days left to take the test or else I'd have to purchase it again. I was shooketh. Why did this important notice have to go into my spam inbox.. when I checked the received date, it was from five days ago, meaning I had only less than two days to prepare for the test. I do realize that this kind of unfortunate thing has happened to me a couple of times before... 

Well, then there I was taking the practice test as much as I can and I got a wide score range of around 105-140, 110-135, 115-145, or similar to that as far as I can remember. I also tried to find tips on the internet on how to ace the test but found nothing I was looking for. I also went on youtube and there were tons of videos discussing question types and how to answer it. I tried to practice along with them, but I contemplated the amount of time I got and decided to just do my best with my current English skill.

I took the test in the morning at 9 am. Because the instruction emphasizes on the importance of quiet surroundings, I told my family to leave the house for an hour. I asked some people who already took the test and they said that they had to take it at least twice for their result to be valid. It turned out that if you move your eyes out of the screen for too long, the assessor will not mark your attempt. And also if there's an indication of other people in the room, your test is invalid.

Basically, the real test is the same as the practice one. The only difference is the number of questions given. During the practice test, I always checked my answers thoroughly. But with the real test, after filling all the blanks or choosing the correct English words, I just clicked next even though I still got 1-2 minutes. I was just so tired of looking at the screen (and of trying not to commit foul play). 

The most difficult part for me is the speaking part, I somehow got an unpredictable question about the domestication of wild animals. I stuttered a lot. There was also a speaking part where they read the question to test your listening skill and how you respond to that verbally. I finished the test in around 45 minutes and received the result exactly 48 hours later.

I got 135.

It's raining

Hello.
I've been scrolling through my old online album and I realised that I used to be a good artist. At least I can draw and create some fine doodles. But now.. I think I have shifted into a left-brain person. I feel sad. I used to love drawing, painting, and creating.. I used to be so creative and now I just feel so ordinary. I feel like I want to cry. Because all my talent seems to have sunk..

I am going to start drawing again in my spare time. I'll try to find some inspiration online. I will try to stop watching and be an audience. I want to make something that I feel proud of. Just for my own pleasure..

If only I have the time.

I nedd some comfort in food

It's a repost from my old one just to remind me to stay calm:
Sometimes you are very confident about your exam and then you fail it.
You just feel depressed all the way after you know your grades. Actually all you need to do is lower your expectation. Then, when you find out that your grade is better than what you have predicted you will be happy and be glad for the results. You are gonna think "Hey, I'm better than what I thought!" and you will never have a problem with that bad grade if you think it can be worse.
For example, you already have a test and you are very sure you will get at least an A- and the next day you got C+ when your friends averagely got B. For heaven's sake you wanna cry but it's no use crying over spilled milk. But you didn't even spill the milk. "I study hard for this but look at what I've got" you think.
Compare it with this situation, you study hard but you convince yourself that your result would be between F or D, then when you got C+ you are gonna be happy because it's higher than your expectation. That's really work, man. Just think you are worse than you actually are.

Haha. I was very wise right. So it's the second week of midterm  and I should have been studying but sadly I can't focus on the  powerpoints just cuzzz...
Well so my eating habit is also the worse this week because of this midterm thingy. You know I got this stress eating routine everytime I got bored and have no time to exercise. When I am studying, I just fuckin sit on my chair and read.. how unhealthy is that. Actually I really despise sedentary life because it's making me feel lethargic and fat. I hope I could join some activity clubs and recruit my friends to boost the mood. But the problem is I'm short of money lately.

I think I'm about to get my period because I feel hot all the time. Gosh.. all I want is just to watch movie, hangout, eat eat eat and eat. You know SS super sambal.. I think I'm addicted to their foods because I could go there 3 times a week and its super cheap to eat there and I never get bored. Just wow.
And just a couple days ago me and ma fellas went to Tempo Gelato and their ice creams were super yummy... food.. foood. I love food

 God, I want this so bad. Oats with chocolate and fruits is like my favorite thing in the morning

 

 Pasta topped with meatballs in heart melting sauce.. Just can't resist it.

Isn't this a frittata? Wow love it gonna eat it.. Food is life

all images are from weheartit.com

Greetings people. Guys, it has been more than a year since my last post, and after accidentally stumbled upon my professor's old blog, I have an urge to write something here. So just so you can catch up, now I'm no longer studying that thing, and my life has changed. Sigh. Actually I don't now what I want from this life. I just want to be happy and not feeling stressed out. And here I am.

I just recently went through my second semester and now I am completely free for almost 2 months. I should put myself into some activities. Maybe some that good for the btains. I don't know guys it seems that these days I watched to much movies, sleep, spent hours in front of my laptop browsing, sleep, and then eat. Maybe it's because I'm fasting and feel kind of jaded throughout the day. Ok. I am gonna write about my current obsession.. imaginary world. Now the season three of Hannibal is still on and it's gonna be the last season they say. How sad. It's like my favorite tv series so far beside Sherlock. And I freakin cant wait to see Sherlock Special. Here I embed the first clip from youtube:

   

Back to Hannibal. BEWARE SPOILERS. To be honest I kind of disappointed by episode 1-4 of season 3 because it had too much slow mo close up scene which is good and really artistic actually but it was just too much in those episodes. It was really boring and I actually had to skip some parts. Then episode 5 came. The ending of Contorno was like the beginning of the season. It was full of action between Jack Crawford and Hannibal which makes me sad because Hannibal was wounded. And then the next episode Dolce was even better. I never thought that Hannibal was going to lobotomize Will instead of Paul Kendler. Like why Hannibal hates Will so much that he loves to hurt him. In this scene of dinner setting, Jack watches while he cannot moves because Hannibal drugged him. Dolce has this kaleidoscopic lesbian sex scene between Alana and Margo. When I first saw that I was like wtf is this weird thing. And the best part is this episode is face-paced and makes me want to see more. In the last minutes of Dolce, the scene of dinner setting changed and Mason suddenly appears with Hannibal and Will being hung upside down. 

Now I cant wait to see the rest of season three episodes!! But... it also makes me sad that this seems to be the last season of Hannibal despite all the petitions that scream  #savehannibal. Well I think I have to go. Bye people.

It's Ramadan :)

Now I'm fasting and still waiting for iftar. It's almost done though.
Things went perfectly and rather boring lately because on day since I don't go to school anymore I just have nothing to do. Today is really boring. I watched movie after sahoor then I doodled some things then I slept then I woke up and took a bath and went browsing on the internet and then I am waiting for the iftar.
Seriously totally boring. Beside all the prayers, I think I've got to do some activity. I really went sedentary this week. I just like laying on my bed all the time and not productive at all.
I haven't workout for like a week and I'm afraid I'll lose my strength and muscle mass and also gain fat. People think in Ramadan we will lose weight automatically, but boo.. when I break the fast I tend to go on the beast mode in eating food, the choice of the food also gone bad. I'm pretty sure there are a lot of people like me.
I think tonight I'm going to do some exercise after salat Taraweeh then I'll take a bath after it. I wish I don't feel lazy.

Holy shit I'm free for two months

Now since I'm going to be a university student and unfortunately I'm going to major in architecture I hope I will get enough time and energy to do my happy things.
The good news are I really love to draw and create things and this holiday span is like heaven. Also tomorrow I'm gonna visit my dad in Jakarta and stay with my family there for a week. I hope everything goes well.

This week I have fasted for today including this day. Ramadan month is coming up and I hope I'd be ready to fast for a month without complaining about the hunger and the thirst. What I'm afraid of is I might not be able to keep up with my exercise routine. I mean when my stomach is all empty how I'm a supposed to work out. I also tend to binge when I have to break the fast. Tough month, but I hope I'm gonna get the benefits both physically and mentally.

I made their hair --> Toca Boca Hair Salon 2

 hhh.. How I wish I have a somewhat long hair.. If I ever have chin length hair again I'm gonna be thankful. Okay now I know the trick: never trim my hair anymore or go to salon until my hair reach my shoulder. Even if it's so messy with the choppy and saggy cut that grows longer I'm just gonna pin it up. *promise to myself* I'm totally done with being mistaken as a boy. I can do it like when I was in junior high I let it grew I've done it before and now just be patient.

 Now since today I'm fasting I'll post some foods I eat when I'm health conscious
breakfast: oatmeal with water/ milk + bit cocoa powder + fruit

 lunch: spinach, broccoli, carrot, tofu, tuna, cauliflower

 

dinner: cherry tomato, chicken breast with onion, chickpeas, broccoli

But I am still me, I cannot eat totally clean in a day, sometimes I eat milk chocolate, that kind bag of chip, or maybe I eat mcdonalds when I don't give a shit.

Okay, now I'm literally hungry.Bye.

Tomorrow is Friday

OMG, tomorrow is Friday.. so it's Hannibal time.
Lol. My life is totally taken by this tv series. I mean like seriously.. everyday I cannot wait until this holy day of the week. Okay.. I'll stop fannibal-ing, I just want to say that season 2 has been confirmed a long time ago now. I mean like omg, but I have to wait for a year they say.. for the next season.. a year? A week seems like torture for me. But whatever, okay I'll stop.. #so happy

So.. everyday basically is Sunday for me now.. I got no school or job so my daily activities are like hanging out with my mom, watching movies, eat, sleep, exercise, laying on the bed, going through random tumblrs and sites, yeah sounds like heaven? Sounds boring noww.. :(

Couple days ago I watched this movie Stoker. It's a 2013 movie. Go look at imdb.
Overall, I love it. I thought it's gonna turn out as a vampire kind movie but it was better. I really love Uncle Charlie. I watched Leap Year before with Matthew Goode in it and I didn't like it. Now I realise he's kinda cute and extremely reminds me of Jim Parson. But he's like the handsome charming version. What I really like is Mia Wasikowska and him do not even get to bed or even have a kiss. Everything just like what I want, you know this kind of movie, the makers let the audience imagine the 'thing' but totally nothing happen. The total disappointment is the shower scene of India when she masturbates, I mean, come on... why every film needs a little nudity. It's really a turn off for me when I see India gets turned on while remembering her uncle kills a boy. Wtf, couldn't this scene just made into an implicit way?
But I admit that Ms Wasikowska was great and really pretty as India. She's really doing a good job when she shoots the sheriff. And the credit goes from top to bottom.. that's just something different.

G'night.

Was it a happy day

Okay, I know it's my first post after that growing out my hair crap I talked about. And guess what. I just got the brand new super short haircut about 10 days ago :) Well, whatevs.
Anyway, I'm accepted in the university I chose. I couldn't be happier. I'm still happy because I was hesitant in enrolling there. I just got the news like an hour ago. I feel so relieved.
Thank you, God. I love you.

It means my duty of studying for the big plan B test is cancelled and I could do some things during my relax days. Some fun things :)
Recently I am engaged to this tv series Hannibal. OMG, this show just totally me. At first I didn't really understand the show, but now I'm in love.. Everyday I open actualhannibal to see funny things and also hannibalhouseofconfession to see others thought about this show and I also checked madsturbating to see Mads Mikkelsen face updates. I just love Mads as Hannibal totally perfect, his version of this elegant cannibal is just like my vision of hotness. Plus he's so suave and a dane and has no eyebrows.

Okay, I'm gonna stop talking about him. Hannibal tv series is full of blood and mutilation of bodies, murder, crazy psycopaths, drama, and it is scary sometimes. But it also full of yummy fine foods and bromance. The eff? I don't know.. it almost like Sherlock I think. So sad the rating of this show is so fucked up. I hope more people watch this show. I need to watch more season please.

It was a happy day
The only bad things are I'm on my period, haven't exercised for almost a week, fucked up bowel movement, can't eat normal food because I'm gonna throw up later (maybe it's because something i ate?) I'm really concerned about my health now :(
I also emotionally unstable lately,
But most of all.. I feel relieved for making my aim happened.

About my trip

It's just on my previous post that I said I'm now a good student. But now I am totally got bored with school routine again. Thank God it's holiday now and school is like far far away from my mind.

By the way, yesterday I decided to eat snacks I bought in Japan, but then I felt guilty and didn't do it. I still have this mickey-mouse-and-friends-shaped-chocolate, minnie mouse cookies, toy story candies,  shiroi koibito chocolate and candies in a winnie the pooh honey pot. I still don't know what to do. I want to eat it but I don't know if I ever be able to get them again someday. Besides, it's worth like 3 times foods in my country.

I want to tell a story about my trip to Japan last semester holiday. It was great. Especially the disneyland visit. I'm kind of a person that hate roller coaster experience, but there I went brave and rode some scary attractions. Only two in fact. The big thunder mountain and splash mountain. I was kind of swearing all the way when I was on both.
Japanese were really friendly and helpful, I don't know if they fake it or not but everything seemed to be shocking for them. Seeing their reaction of something we said, really made me laughed. I mean they seemed excited all the time. The good thing about Japan is it's okay to walk to go somewhere. I dare bet the accident rate in this country is really low. And if you are to lazy, you can take the Chikatetsu, a subway. Anyway the ticket was not too cheap to me.

The sad thing about this trip to Japan is I was not really crazy about Japan and Japanese things at that time. I used to love manga and learn Japanese when I'm in junior high. I think I could have a more and lot fun there if I loved the country like I did before. I just regretted that I didn't try to master some basic phrases of Japanese before I went there because I was like in the movie Lost in Translation. Most of them couldn't speak English but the ones who could, I sometimes didn't get what they said.

So today is the twenty???th day of Ramadan month but I still feel I don't do good enough. I like sleepy all the time because now is Sunday and then I just like watched ANTM season onetwothreefour.

I almost forgot to tell that yesterday I watched the newest movie of Batman on cinema 21 with Ima and Lia  and yes it's totally late to watch this. And the theater was very un-crwoded. I think it's because everybody was fasting and didn't want to watch without refreshments or because the movie was so expired to be watched now?? By the way, at the beginning of the movie Lia said that she was scared. I asked "because there's no one on your right and you sit almost on the corner?". She answered, "no". Then Ima tried "Because there are not many people there?" And she shook her head. "I am afraid of being shot over." "What??" said we both.
"You know, the James Holmes case."
And that not funny part is after that time I got scared TOO.

Okay, a quiet long post I think, and it's almost five pm. Oh, and you should visit this site ROOKIEMAG absolutely awesome and cool and everything. Goodbye.

I will not post as regularly as I did

Hello people.
I'm back. Several things happened in my life since my last post. I realised I don't live for this blog.
So I will see you then when I find something interesting to be shared.
Good night.

When holiday hasn't come yet but you know you shouldn't go to school anymore

I just finished my final exams a few weeks ago and I guessed the results were going to be better than before. I forgot to use my strategy, the lower expectation method, so when I knew my grades were either so-so or under average I got a little upset for this and that. But thank God I didn’t have to attend any remedial test.

It’s not holiday yet but everything just seems free and relax. Except for this science expo thingy that I just did the presentation yesterday with my friends. The teacher seemed not to give a damn about the sacrifice we did for having a deal with the smell of rotten tofus. I’m  fed up with the whole thing but I still have the obligity to finish the report. What the yay. Fortunately all I have to do is still less difficult than the other persons of my group should. I did argue about it though.

About my spare time this week I spent for reading books and watching movies as usual. What a life.

So I read this book by Sophie Kinsella, Undomestic Goddess and it turned to be pretty good. It’s  about a successful  yet stressful lawyer who accidentally becomes a house maid after a misunderstanding, there she falls in love with the gardener. After reading this novel, I got the same impression with the other books by Sophie Kinsella, about feminism. I’ve read Confession of A Shopaholic and Can You Keep A Secret?. The three of them shows the same idea about a woman who either dumb or clumsy and then after a particular event she becomes someone new and gets what her heart wants and finally meets her true love. My favorite one is Can You Keep A Secret? which the girl there has a complicated relationship with her boss  whom she accidentally has told all her secrets in a plane. This one’s true funny and I always love a story about having relationship with people in charge.

I also bought A Diary of A Wimpy Kid: Cabin Fever which I have been expecting for a long time and finally it arrived in my local bookstore. It was late but not too late. Actually I haven’t even finished reading this book. Maybe tomorrow I’ll have.

For the movie here is the list that I have watched this week or I wanna watch although I have watched some for several times.

1. Not Another Teen Movie. What a crap. Contains nudity like the other parody movie. Boo..
2. Persepolis. Want to rewatch this unique amazing cartoon.
3. Pulp Fiction. Guh-REAT.
4. Grease. I used to hate to watch this because I didn’t like JohnTravolta. He’s kinda okay there.
5. Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory. Love the song Candy Man, which I first heard in Madagscar, and the song Pure Imagination.
6. Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. I watched this movie everyday for a month when I’m a 6th grader and I became obsessed with Willy Wonka and got the same haircut as him. And now I’m a huge fan of Johnny Depp. Love Tim Burton’s movies.
7. Meet The Parents
8. Meet The Fockers
9. There's Something About Mary
10.  Le Placard. One lie can cause a bunch of problem. I watched this because of Le Diner de Cons. They got the same actor on both movies. You know who.
11. Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen. Another teenager movie with Lindsay Lohan on it.
12. Dead Poets Society
13. French Kiss. Another Meg Ryan’s
14. Thirteen.
15. And many more... 

Nosunday

Aujourd'hui mon pere et mon frere sont alles au cinema. Ils ont regardes The Avenger. Why the fuck I didn't come along?? It's because I am a fan of Mr Iron Man and I can't watch the movie without showing a dumb face when he appears. So I stayed at home instead and watched movies in my laptop.

Like what I promised in the previous post I'll post some pictures. Since I always love androgynous looks, I decided to draw these ladies with these outfits. Actually I think it's too simple and ugly but I just love drawing the people.

 

 Cape

 stewpid mafia look?
 By the way, I do hate smokers.

 and

Ok that's all. If you love yourself please don't admit anybody's work as yours.
Imagine you are the victim.
Today is shady all  the time...

Bye.

My blog gets boring since there is no more picture uploaded

Soooo... It's Saturday Night again and maybe later I'll share some drawing of mine.
I'm kind of unoccupied and am really bored. I've been on internet since 4 o'clock and am still bored. Whatever I did today was kind of useless..
I decided to doodle on a paper, it's been  6 hours since my last drawing. The last drawing I made were the ones in draw something. And it wasn't even a shape, I cheated, I just wrote the words.
now, i'll just say bye. Another insignificant update, eh?

In Nebraska, It is illegal for bar owners to sell beer unless they are simultaneously brewing a kettle of soup.

granda leciono

Unfortunately the first of April was on Sunday, yesterday, so I could not prank my friends. But no problem, actually I was not in the mood of.
First post in April. I think today is really not the best day ever.
Nevertheless, I had a big lesson that happened to me today. So I was on my way  home and I had to pee. So I went to my grandparents' house which is only 10 minutes from my school, but in this case I was in a car so it only took me 3 minutes to get there. Then after I urinated I called my mom. "Mom I'm hungry". Then my mom told me to buy foods because we're lack of food supplies at home. So I went to this food place and got my grubs then I walk to the car and went home. When I arrived at home I realized something. My iPod was missing. So I panicked. I really panicked after I checked my bag and after my driver checked the car. There's no iPod. Oh my God I felt dizzy.
Then my mom who's inside the house phoned me and told me to stay calm. I did. Then she told me to go back to that food place.When I arrived there, I asked this place's people and the just like "no se". I felt a cold breeze over my heart. "I have already lost my precious thing"
Then hopelessly I went back home. Just exactly at the moment when I officially thought that I was able to let it go. I got that thought that the thing maybe just fell down from my pocket when I got out of the car.
So I did check with a little hope that the thing may be there .
And.
It was here.
In front of my house. Right on that spot when I got out of the car at the first time I got home. It was exactly here and I couldn't stop saying alhamdulillah.
You know what's miracle? What happened to me today was a miracle.
THANKS GOD!!!

Temple Run

Recently I addicted to the game Temple Run. It was suggested by Ulin and now me and Nana trying to get the highest score among us. Some friends seemed to love this game too. It is fucking addictive I swear.

                                         

Today my highest score is

It's really nothing compared to some masters'. I still want it to be higher than that!!!!
By the way, I tried to fasting today but I failed.
Yesterday I took a driving course and I think I am spongebob.



                 

Cartoon by Dave Walker. Find more cartoons you can freely re-use on your blog at We Blog Cartoons.

Harry Potter Jokes #3

(I didn't own these images, got it from tumblr, weheartit.com, fanpop.com, or some websites)

21 2 2012

Today I had lunch with Sarah in KFC. Actually I've pledged not to eat fast foods but i can't since they really taste good. I really want to concern about my health in order to live longer. I think I'm obese or something. But I can't ditch many foods from my menu. Considering my mom is busy with my little brother, I doubt she can cook me variable eats.
By the way I watched Freaky Friday yesterday instead of studying for chemistry and physics, I think I ruined all my tests of this week. I'm genuinely tired of math and numbers. If only I could choose whatever subjects I want.

Freaky Friday is starred by Lindsay Lohan and Jamie Lee Curtis. It's about a mom and a daughter who do not get along and then they switched their bodies. Really funny. This kind of movie really work on  unstressed me out.
Since I watched the 12th episode of glee season 3 I really like Spanish. I think Spanish is the sexiest language  ever. I really want to be fluent in Spanish because I think it's not as difficult as French and German. French is cool but really sucks with its writing and pronunciation. And whenever I study German, it always reminds me of Hitler and his speeches.
Recently, I've been trapped in many mind twister. I really want to back to the past and repair every faux-pas I did. I don't believe in impossible magical miracle of course. I don't believe in time machine.
My father didn't come to Jogja last week. And last Sunday feels like no Sunday because we just bleibe at hause. Sucks. I hope this week's weekend would be the greatest one of all.
RIP WHITNEY!

see ya.. bad creepy weather. SCARY ME OUT.
BYE

Second day of sch

Today I went to school and I hate it because I felt like I got nothing from the teacher. I think it's easier to understand the material by studying it by myself. It's useless to be in class if I cannot concentrate.

Today and yesterday I discussed some films with my friends. Like what Lia has said to me; Sherlock Holmes 2 is really full of gay moments between Holmes and Watson. And both Robert Downey, Jr. and Jude Law seem to like it.

Oh I think I have found a new interest. lol. Haven't finish the book The Sign of Four because of the school. Holiday seemed to end so soon.

 

 By the way it's almost midnight and I'm still writing this post and holy crap I remember the ghost story my brother told me this afternoon. 

Somehow I have to sleep. Bonne nuit.

journal

Hey, I'm here.
The day before yesterday finally I have watched sherlock holmes 2 but unfortunately we got the very first row.
Tomorrow there'll be the end of the year sale in togamas book store, my mother said we are going to buy some books. Can't wait.
Now reading The Sign of The Four.
Today I watched Psycho movie and I suggest you to watch it,  actually I could guess the ending in the middle of the movie since it's a 1960's and the visual effect is tres mal compared to films that produced recently. Despite it's in black and white, the story is really entertaining and yes it's quite creepy and typical old movie.


Oh ya, I got a new fruit ninja record in arcade mode, it's 1114.

By the way I decided to delete my twitter account or.. not. Actually I'm no longer able to post any useful tweet since I always stalk people instead and always blank my mind every time the bird asks what's happening.
I hope these last days of my short holiday will be PERFECT!

#nowplaying Kenny G - Heart and Soul